Your mind is a constant traffic of thoughts, and it is always rush hour, day in, day out. Meditation means to watch the movement of thoughts in the mind.
Sannyas is not a question of doing: it is a question of awareness, understanding, observation, witnessing.
To be total is a basic thing for any seeker, for anyone in search of silence and truth.
Love is the door, it is irrelevant with whom you have fallen in love. Love redeems, neither Jesus, nor Krishna. Love redeems. Fall in love. Love is the only redeeming force. Love is the savior.
Whenever you are surrendered to existence, whenever you live in trust, love, prayer, joy, celebration, you are in heaven.